beginning of a new story…
Time has a way of showing us exactly what’s out there.
Exactly what’s on some one’s mind and it seems the older I get the exact nature of the way it’s supposed to be.
Regardless of how I feel about the situation, event or comment said by some else.
I’ve been schooled by some of the best it seems in my life as I had the opportunity to grow and – well I’m still breathing – so that’s something in itself.
As a young person my teachers where the ones around me, be it a parent, a sibling and as time went on small groups of children I hung with at school, to eventually older kids in the schools that I was attending, to even older groups of teachers as with the folks that I would end up working with and in and around my life to make a life.
It seemed at the time all was well, well – that and I ended up with a habit.
But showing me in the beginning, no – that took time.
The way things are supposed to be regardless if I showed up was something else entirely.
I could tell you that I saw the signs well before things in my life went south.
Or I could tell you that now being free for some time – I can look back and see the destruction, the chaos, the mayhem that I would do to myself and those around me when I was in my cups. Either way, time has a way of showing us, showing me just how it was or as a friend often tells me, “You’re crazy! You know that, right?” To which I would reply, “Ah, yah, I know!” then continue to do the same thing…
-Taking it to the Filter-